I just wish to share my honeymoon bitter and
sweet experience for you and also get
inspiration.
A little Intro to how it all started: So i met this
guy during the course of work in my former
office and he started chasing me, my colleagues
then ask me not to agree that he looks like a
player. He looks like one that never get a No for
an answer, so me and my colleagues use him to
have a good lunch, dinner or whenever we just
feel like going to that cinema, he won't ever
dissapoint, he'll take us there, a year after i left
the company but he kept on chasing, so one day
i was passing through some difficult times in my
career, i felt like resigning but he came to me
and advise me wisely, he told me how to tackle
the challenges and when i did, it works perfectly
so i started liking him, so i called him that we
can date if only he will adhere to my conditions,
he asked me to list the conditions and i did as
stated below:
1) No Sex
2) No romance
3) No Kissing
Infact no touches.
He agreed with so much pains in his eyes, but
after 6 months of dating, we begin to hug
anyway and light kisses.
But through out the relationship, i was always
walking with shoulders held very high up there,
thinking that shebi he's the one begging me, i
will scream and always want things done my
way.
For a year, i misbehave alot but after i begin to
be the girl he would want me to be, i wasnt
really shouting or screaming anymore but i was
still so full of pride, but i started loving him very
well.
On the first week of August he proposed, and we
got married over 2 weeks ago, the wedding went
well everyone was happy but after all the
happiness, dancing, eating and greetings by
friends and family, i found out later i was left
with him in the car and the driver.
We went into the hotel room that evening and he
started answering calls, so i use that opportunity
to rush to the bathroom and took my bath, after i
finish bathing, lying down on the bed and thinking
of how sex will look like, he tapped my leg and
said i should come and bath him, i was like, bath
you? how na, he said i should not waste his time,
i wanted to say something again and he opened
his eyes, the way he has not opened it before so
i was scared, i jump off bed to the bathroom and
started pouring water on him, he ask if i was in
my right senses in a very fierce way, i shake my
head saying yes, he said he doesnt think so that
if i was i will be unclad by now, so i told him i
wasnt going to bath him anymore, i left, went to
the bed and lie, he completed the bath and came
to meet me in the room.
He held me and said, yes i married you, he didnt
say anything again he just stared at me, then
dragged me closer and started kissing me, then
he said i should UnCloth him, what was
surprising to me though was that his stuff was
now 300% bigger than what i saw while i try to
bath him, i thought maybe he had used
something on it so i started to shift back, he
pulled me back and i never knew how powerful
he was until that evening, cos his hands just
seem to be pulling me like im an ant, at that
point i tried to fight him but he practically raped
me, i screamed and shouted my life out but it
seems he is enjoying the shout so i started to
remain calm and then he said hold me, hold me
very tight and i remember my mom telling me, do
whatever he says to make him happy, so i
grabbed him with two hands very tight to my
body and as i did, i also started enjoying the sex
so i started calling him baby.
After the first round, it was like i had an
accident, i was so tired i couldnt stand up, i
couldnt even hold a paper i was breathing fast, it
felt like i will die, i ask him to get me lucozade
or something to regain my energy, he gave me
drink and i just wanted to sleep off, he came
waking me up and wanted to start another thing,
i screamed at him and he said look at me very
well, you see all that up shoulder you use to
display while we were dating? you've got to drop
it at the wedding reception because if you take it
to the wedding, you will just be crying, do you
know how many years you make me impotent,
should i analyse the insult you gave me and all
of that, now respect yourself, stand up and do
the needful.
Fear crib me like i have made a mistake, i cried
and ran down to the bed to UnCloth he said no
way, now i want it standing, i tried to imagine
how somebody will stand to have sex but before
i could finish thinking, he's dragged me out of
bed and there it goes, painful and annoying i was
just crying.
After he finished that, i went on my knee to beg
him for forgivenness for all the shout and scream
i use to shout at him that i was ready to make a
new turn, he said fine, that the new turn will
mean that i will now respect and do everything
he wants me to, i said yes i will do.
Then he said, come on suck this, you won't
imagine what he ask me to suck , how in the
world can a husband be so wicked
I said not this, he said ok, seems you are not
ready to comply, he came for me and i bit him,
fought him, he allowed me beat him after i finish
beating him, he raped me and its really hurting
me like i want to die.
Now everyday he made me suck him, all the bad
things one could dream of is what he likes, if he
ask me to do something and i refuse he wont
beat me, instead he will come for me and rape
me.
I am so tired, i don't know why one man will
want to have sex up to countles times in a day, i
was just wondering.
UNTILL HE CAME TO REVEAL TO ME TODAY
THAT HE IS PUNISHING ME FOR WHAT I DID TO
HIM OVER THE YEARS.
He finds joy in doing it and im so pained, is he
going to change, should i report him to our
pastor or my parent?
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